Dear Diary

November xx 2021

whoa. hello hello hello

, i- i don't know how to start this off. this is scary for some reason. I don't really ever talk about my feelings out on paper. I've only thought things throughout my mind, but it hurts too much, and too many things run through for me that it becomes harder to go to sleep at some point. So why not just write it down. I know my English is broken but as long as I understand it then you'll be fine.. I hope..

I can already imagine my future self being confused and trying to decipher my own writing.

let's start something 1st page worthy...

hows is my day you ask? Iiiii doesn't know. met some cool people at school but it's still hard to talk to and interact with. I don't know, I'm just comfortable with the friends I already ha9ve in high school, why do I gotta make more?

(stupid question)

duh no way ______

but I mean I create stuff so that's cool, I hope I can just try and make more during the breaks I have and finally do something and post something good to Instagram.

I should really delete those apps. they get annoyed and addicted so fast.

damn, I'm sounding like an old grandma who hates phones for some reason.

sorry,

didnt mean too :(

this is hard now.. I don't know what else to write down, my life doesn't feel to interesting as others. it's just basic???

but what is basic then

*mind blowing*

I think tomorrow Ill have something better to write down.

Well goodnight sweet journal, thanks for keeping me company.

-D