ah, this song, what a strange sound to it
makes you really feel like you are in a pile of flowers.
it really does give me chills as the bass and sound go through my body.
I don't know why but this song always makes my view of the world feel so different.
the precious place and the world I live in makes the sunsets magical, the smell of flowers calming, the touch of someone's hands makes me feel loved, the beauty of someone's eyes makes me feel connected. the song just makes me feel like time moved so fast as I admire the little things in life.
thinking of time now...
Time. Time. Time. Time.
Time which I never have enough of. Never enough time to be with someone. not enough to appreciate a sunset. never enough to have fun with my friends. never enough to be with the loved ones that I can never say hello again till my day comes.
time flashes between my eyes to believe that I was once a kid now an adult which I can't even accept yet. my little ones becoming half the size I am now. my oldest is already engaged. why am I so backtracked thinking i was still in my freshmen year of high school. WERE NOT THERE ANYMORE
how how how is this happening.
how did the time go by so fast that my dog already became old and passed away now? how did I become 19 already? how did our 2 years go by so fast?
Am I one day gonna forget the small things I always wanted to keep locked up in my brain but instead just vanish into dust? everything is just a big blur just like my dreams. exciting and interesting the first time and afterward forgotten.
is that gonna happen in the future, where my loved one and my friends become a blur one day and move on to someone new?
I really hope it doesn't
i just want it to be drilled into my brain.
possibly the reason I take so many pictures now. so I can look back to the good days where I and other smile and enjoyed our time togethers
so many questions that one song can trigger
doesn't make sense